Making out in the courtyard after lunch
You’re making me think about things that I don’t think much
And it’s killing me to leave so quickly, but I know I can’t stay
I wanna drink so much ‘till I forget your name

Writing songs to get the anger out
Cause, in the end, I thought you’d open your mouth
But such is life and it wouldn’t be life if there weren’t any pain
But I find it a little weird you had nothing to say

But in the end, who thinks that they’re alive?
And in the end, I knew it wasn’t right

Andy went off to buy himself some lunch
And here I am, sitting down, and starving so much
And he won’t share even though I haven’t eaten in 17 hours
It looks like I’ll have to starve for hours

But in the end, who doesn’t want to cry?
And in the end, why feel the need to try?
And in the end, who doesn’t wanna die?

I can tell you right now, I’m full of regrets
About meeting you cause you wasted my time
It’s nice to know that I’m the only one who put in the effort
I just wish I had left sooner

Cause in the end, we like to justify
What we do wrong was ultimately right

I can see now I was really depressed
After all this fucking mess, I was only lying to myself
Saying that I’m happy when I really was not
Just been trying to hold on to something that had disappeared

I know longer know why I’m here.