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Beans
03:51
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I've got a brain that I barely use
It's such a waste, and there's no excuse
I've got some time before work starts
So I'll call you up 'cause we're worlds apart
And now I'm waiting for a message back
My God, it's raining. Can you call me back?
I see the teachers squirming in their seats to leave
I'd do the same thing if my checks weren't enough to eat
And every day it's like the same thing
I'm freaking out like all cool kids
Their mom and aunts don't bat an eyelid
All my friends think I'm going insane
And you all sulk around like I did
I can walk with the freshest kicks
And don't you worry 'bout my mileage
I'll set alarms for the morning now
I've got no lines in this D-rate show
I'm not the star, I'm just a background role!
My broken heart heals twice as fast
They said I'd grow up strong and kick so much ass!
Your judgey eye glare tells me I'm no good
Your blank faced ice stare, I wish you understood
I hear the sigh under your breath, it kinda makes me think
If you're so unhappy, don't you think you got shit to rethink?
But everyday's a little different
I'm looking forward to the good things
I don't get hung up on your words and
All my friends think I'm going insane
And you still sulk around like I did
I can walk with the freshest kicks
And don't you worry 'bout my mileage
I'll set alarms for the morning now
And all the sad kids, they're wanting ice cream
And in their daydreams, it tastes so nice
I like to drive far and sleep in my car
Get lost in all stars
And when it's nighttime, I'm in no mood to fight
Oh, everything's alright
But everyday's a little different
I'm looking forward to the good things
I don't get hung up on your words and
All my friends think I'm going insane
And you still sulk around like I did
I can walk with the freshest kicks
And don't you worry 'bout my mileage
I'll set alarms for the morning now
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Embroidery
02:57
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You wonder, how you wonder why things never change
The snow and rain brings comfort to your rotting brain
Gonna spend my days inside my house
Watching paint dry
Sitting on my bed, I'm on my phone
I do this every night
You played me like the fool I am; I suck at games
It would be nice if you backed off and went away
I can list a few reasons why
You give no glee
You can try to twist my words
I call that embroidery
I recall a special place for all my hopes and dreams
I hope I find out what you meant to me
I can list a few reasons why
You give no glee
You can try to twist my words
I call that embroidery
I hope I find out what you meant to me
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3. |
Cool Phonics
02:11
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Superstars shine their lights up wide and far
Screaming crowds; blinded like the fools we are
They don't care for your well-being
They want your cheers
They're only here to grab your money
And disappear
All cool friends show up when they want your help
They take and take and they never wish you well
There's no control in those dynamics
There's no support
They'll dodge your calls, pretend they're sick
And forge the report
I can plainly see that you're just like me
You let them talk their talk
You're just fine being empty
There's no growing up
It's fine feeling left out
My days are counted up for this year
Why should I care?
I'm disappointed in the way you are
With a lack of grace, I'll find excitement to wipe these scars
I'm still here and I don't know which way is up.
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4. |
You're My Gaslight
02:47
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Remembering days were I'd want to kiss your face
No one ever asked to be here
Do you know how you got there?
Oh my God, I could really use you now
Just to hold you 'till I die
And give a proper goodbye
But tell me something, would you love me true?
For every word I've split in two for you
Suicide never made me feel that good
I could never handle pain well
I'd rot alone in this jail
It's not my fault, but you used to say it was
I gave my all for you
You're making my heart blue
And now I take back what I gave to you
With all my strength I bid you all adieu
I could never say good night without ever meaning it
I'm tired of smelling gaslight
You always liked control
I feel so cold
There's no remorse from you
But tell me something, would you love me true?
For every word I've split in two for you
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5. |
I'm Not Creative
04:33
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Cooler heads will prevail
Sweater-bound to a chair
I don't fear any loss
From now on, I'm the boss
I'm too fast; you're too slow
Feeling things is a huge no-no
Got you the pegged for the silent type
I can't tell if you're alright
And everyone I know is gone
And all those people say, "oh honey! It's okay!
They didn't like you anyway!"
I'm me be, be me
Goddamn, I know you are
Drill a hole into the Earth
Let me know just what I'm worth
And everyone I know is gone
And all those people say, "oh honey! It's okay!
They didn't like you anyway!"
I think it's so clear to see
That there's something wrong with me
Tainted thoughts will roam my head
My own form of punishment
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6. |
Raging At Aging
03:36
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Hey, girl, you're a time bomb
You're a loser, get your game on
You've been slackin' on your work, kid
You drink too much of that good shit
And all of your problems, you caused
You cry about them at night
And can anyone help you move on
Where is your shiny white knight?
And oh! Your strings are rusted and your fingers are broken
What will you do when you can't play right?
I always know how to get the best of you
You really need therapy instead of raging at aging
Hey, bitch, you're a champion
You're the winner of the nerds and
You're a target for deception
And all the cool kids take advantage
Cause they know that your spirit's too kind
It's not black or broken like mine
You've never been taught to say no
Well I think it's about damn time
And oh! I feel so cold when you're not here next to me
And I feel empty, like, all the time
And oh my Lord, the way you sing makes me crazy
I really need therapy instead of raging at aging
I need some change to go far away
Away from this hell I live in
Let's toast to this pain!
This is the hill I die on
And oh! I feel so cold when you're not here next to me
And I feel empty, like, all the time
And oh my Lord, the way you sing makes me crazy
I really need therapy instead of raging at aging
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Elisia Song Los Angeles, California
Elisia Song is a musician from LA county. Having released her first solo album after the departure of her alt-rock band,
Barcodes and Stripes in 2016, Elisia strives to find the perfect balance of story-telling and obnoxious oversharing.
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ELISIA: GUITAR/VOCALS
GANNON: DRUMS
COLE: KEYS/VOCALS
SAM: GUITAR/VOCALS
JUSTIN: BASS/VOCALS
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